Need to make up my mind

I'm not in a really good situation rite now. Not because of the date of my final exams is near but more to my emotional feeling. Don't get me wrong bout this..i'm still normal and straight, kay.Recently, i have this strange feeling bout one of my guy friend. Yeah maybe you'll think strange feeling definitely means love but too bad i don't think so. For a moment i feel he really like me and i like having him besides me but the other moment i just feel plain, like a paper.

And here's the main problem. Some of my friends said that he like me like seriously. For once i believe what they said but when i did that he ask someone else to be his gf. This thing not just happen once but twice..or trice?! i'm not really sure. It's not that i mad at my friends, they all always be there when i need them and do their 'job' as a friends..best friend really good, it just i'm thinking am i a stupid, idiotic girl for believing that and keep falling for this guy. But how can't i stop for falling for him if when i'm ready to move on he appear with this romantic and i-want-to-know-u-more stare.

The end of the story is i still can'
t make up my mind about him and second if my BFF read this i just want to tell every single one of you that do not ever think i hate or detest with you cuz i love y'all and i'm soo grateful that you're being one of my best friend., XOXO!!

6 hours wasn't enough!!

Back, luvies!! Yesterday my bestie and I had our first photoshoot. It ends up great:D really great. It located in front of Bella's house, at the playground to be exact. Cekidot:

Top:Forever 21, shorts, stocking,Adidas sneakers,bangles&headband:Bangkok,mustache Ring.

We're also did some photoshoot while playing slides, swing and somebody's broom. HAHA it really exciting until we didn't realize that we've spend 6 hours.Oh ya..during the photoshoot we always singing this epic song called "CAIYACAIYA" that recently made this police officer from Gorontalo, Indonesia really famous after someone upload his video lip sync and dancing like those bollywood actor. Good time..good time;)

And below is Bella with her floral or i can say summer dress with straw hat. Special thanks for her by letting me borrow her camera and take her photos even some of it kinda fail~LOL and please check out her blog and see ya:)

New Haircut, New Me?

In fact i got this new cut since last week but i just have the chance to do it today~luulz. Can't wait to read your comment:)

 

It's a neck long hair cut but it kinda failed because due to my hair that so wavy, ishh!! I really need to straighten down my hair,isn't? Anyway how's all your weekend luvies??good?? mingling with your boyfie??or bitches?? Mine turn out really fine..just fine. Yesterday i decide to fo with my friend , Natasha and her friends to Sency. Actually we planned to separate with the others because we have to find something for Justin concert this April  but we didn't found any so..yeah. Yesterday, my crush also come..oh God i finally label him that HAHA.

Can't stay too long

Weeps!! Just wanna stop here to post this AW-SOME video. HAHA yall knew that it definitely about Justin,huh? yeah its about him singing to Esme Denters, another shining star..u should check her youtube;) After seeing his video i get more curious, ecstatic, HYPED or adjaskf to see him at the concert that will be held here..in INDONESIA on April 23rd 2011!!! How swag is that~lmfao. I'm hoping..like really hoping with triple finger cross that i could get the backstage ticket and have a chance to meet him. Next is i would like to promote one of my friend, Askar blog..Please check it out and TATAH i need to finish reading my english novel!!

Give It Up For...Abbey Lee Kershaw

 

As u can see all the photo above is about Abbey, a mega hits supermodel from Australia. I like her since i saw her photos in local magazine. Born June 12,1987 in Melbourne Australia. i looked her bio in wikipedia n google and soon found out that during her early life Abbey was always in the hospital; when she was four she suffered from meningitis and had to have two spinal taps. She also had a tumor on the knee.'Grew up with 42 nationalities' explaining in an interview. She ranked the 5th of Top 50 Models Women list by models.com. I've seen her walking on the catwalk at Victoria's Secret Fashion Show 2008-2009.

Girl’s phone is ringing
Girl: Hello ?

Boy: Hey..
Girl: You okay ?
Boy: Meet me at the park.
They meet at the park.
Girl: Are you okay ?

Boy: Yeah..
Girl: Are you sure..?
Boy: As a matter of fact, I’m not. I’ve been sitting here for the past two years, to only see you get hurt by jerks. I’ve always been here for you, & I’m glad to be. But when I see you cry about guys that DON’T deserve you, I wonder “I could treat you so much better.” But, no. I’m not gonna force you to have feelings for me. I just wanted to let you know, that I’ll always be here. No. Matter. What.
Girl: …
Boy: What’s wrong ?
Girl: Nothing..
Boy: Nothing will be wrong from here on out, I promise. Just answer this question.
Girl: Yes ?
Boy: Will you be my girlfriend ?
Girl: What ? Please don’t pull an April Fools on me.
Boy: I’m not playing around, I asked you out on April 1st for a reason.
Girl: And that reason is ?
Boy: To show the world that my love for you isn’t a joke.

 Source: TADA